DAY 189

Like pulling water from a stone. This needs to be easier. They say it gets better. I know. Why does everything look more attractive through reflection? I am having a day of doubt. How many are we allowed per year while still claiming we aren't depressed? I don't know what I am but lost. My heart beats and tells me I need to start in a different direction. What that means...I miss you dearly. I miss myself too. I am going back to mine. I hope to see you when I get there. Thank you for your time. Healing is in order now. Love you always.